Day 12 - Where I Stand

Day 6 : Black & White

i love to eat but hate being fat *sigh*

LOL

just share a quote from movie that i watch tonight, she said to her boyfie, "you know what a different between you and him, He (another boy) never said what his felt to me, He just hide it for a long time so my love buried so deep for him but You (her boyfie) you are not stronger as him, but you always fight for me and the most important, you brave to show your feelings :)"

what a words, so keep struggle :P

what a me. lol

I'm not good to express something, I just try to make good situation and make my heart calm. I'm sorry cause my fortress I build this for long years, and fyi this fort began collapsing little by little, if you have a time, you can wait, but if not, I never hold you. Love, you selecting by yourself,  but you can't force, it will come back to its owner (Maria S, 2013)

(again)

I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

(The Man Who Can't be Moved - The Script)

setelah lama di playlist baru sadar, lagu ini emang selalu ngebuat untuk 'susah move on' . Trust me! 

Cher lloyd - Oath !

Yo, my best friend, best friend til the very end
Cause best friends, best friends do not have to pretend
You need a hand, and I'm right there right beside you
You in the dark, I'll be the bright light to guide you
'Member the times, times, times sneaking of the house
All of the times, times, times that you had the doubts
And do not forget all the trouble we got into
We got something you can not undo, do

Laughing so damn hard
Crashed your dad's new car
All the scars we share
I Promise, I swear

Wherever you go, just always remember
That you've got a home for now and forever
And if you get low, just call me Whenever
This is my Oath to you
Wherever you go, just always remember
You're never alone, we're birds of a feather
And we'll never change, no matter the weather
This is my Oath to you

I know I drive you crazy, um, sometimes
I know I called you lazy, and that's most times
But you complete me, and that's no lie
You are my tuxedo, and I'm your bow tie
We in the car, sing, sing, singing our song
Rocking the building, tear it down, we like king kong
And in my eyes, you can not do, do no wrong
You got the best friends sing, sing along

Laughing so damn hard
Crashed your dad's new car
All the scars we share
I Promise, I swear

Wherever you go, just always remember
That you've got a home for now and forever
And if you get low, just call me Whenever
This is my Oath to you
Wherever you go, just always remember
You're never alone, we're birds of a feather
And we'll never change, no matter the weather
This is my Oath to you

I'll never let you go
Woah, this is my Oath to you
Just thought that you should know
Woah, this is my Oath to you

Yeah ...

Wherever you go, just always remember
That you've got a home for now and forever
And if you get low, just call me Whenever
This is my Oath to you
Wherever you go, just always remember
You're never alone, we're birds of a feather
And we'll never change, no matter the weather
This is my Oath to you

You should know, you should know, you should know
Woah, this is my Oath to you
You're never alone, we're birds of a feather
Woah, this is my Oath to you 

dedicated : high school best friends ♥

recomandation from Rilla *hugyou* 

Kulinnn :*

happy birthday my cute niece Evelyn Gabriella :) it's so funny when i call you this afternoon 

Me : Selamat Ulangtahun Kuliiiin 

Kulin : Makasii biii 

Me : Mau kado apa ?

Kulin : Amplop 

Me : ...... mana mama lin ? 

Sister : Ga ada kakak ajarin loh dek 

Me : ......

that's what her do for me, LOL. I know my sister never teach her to answers like that, but She's always give envelope for my niece friend's birthday. Hopes someday She will be a Cardiologist like I ever want :'( I hope more, cause I know She can, so smart girl ini her young ages. I miss her :( She's so care when I go, I miss her trouble and I like when she eat with her brother hahaha, She's so greedy. I MISSS HER :( 

 

i love her greedy & silly face but beyond that she's smart, look her forhead wkwk

Pray for you ♥

Pray For You - Jaron & The Long Road To Love

I haven't been to church since I don't remember when
Things were going great '˜til they fell apart again
So I listened to the preacher as he told me what to do
He said you cant go hating others who have done wrong to you.
Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn.
Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them.

I pray your brakes go out running down a hill
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the
head like I'd like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you're flying high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are honey, I pray for you

I'm really glad I found my way to church
'Cause I'm already feeling better and I thank God for his words.
Yeah I'm going take the high road,
And do what the preacher told me to do,
You keep messing up and I'll keep praying for you.

I pray your tire blows out at 110.
I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with
his and her tattoos.

I pray your brakes go out running down a hill.
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the
head like I'd like to.
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you're flying high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are, near or far, in your house or in your
car,
wherever you are honey, I pray for you.
I pray for you

I've got this song from another blogger, search in youtube and found a suck lyrics. for sure, I never pray like that.

Sore

curhat. 

Punya adek sepupu yang masih SMP dan punya 5000 lebih followers dan gunain dakota di usia dia yang masih 'unyil' itu sesuatu.

Punya adek sepupu yang masih SD kelas 2 udah pakai iPad itu lebih sesuatu lagi. 

saya ? *garuktanah* 

punya yg iPhone 4 TANPA (S) itu aja udah merajuuk dewa gara-gara yg 3GS ilang dicuri maling damri breng*sek. 

Oia ngomong-ngomong masalah gadget, ga kerasa udah setahun makenya, awet, semoga awet seterusnya, semoga jauh dari tindakan kriminal dan malapetaka ini handphone. Tapi masih envy aja liat si adek make iPad terus nunjukin aplikasi-aplikasi unyu *iuww* padahal recent updatesnya aja udah 33 hahaha, belum lagi yang punya followers banyak, adeuuh, dapat darimana sih dek, ntar lagi miliyaran dah hahaha.

Kebanggan tersendiri sih saat mereka SUKSES GAUL dibanding saya, manatau bisa belajar kelak dari mereka, sekian.

10 Things to do before I blah blah..

Awalnya hanya berusaha mengingat coret-coret'an di dinding kosan lama, untuk dibuat lagi di kosan baru, tapi malah mikirin hal konyol dan kayanya bakalan seruuuu kalau dijalanin, karna ini rata-rata di luar diri saya. THIS IS IT, 10 THINGS OUTSIDE OF ME, THAT I WANT TO DO :

1. Diving di Raja Ampat
2. Naik Balon Udara 
3. Euro Trip
4. Ngeliat Aurora
5. Wall Climbing sampai puncak paling tinggi tinggiii tinggii
6. Cooking
7. 3 hari di Negara Salju
8. Belajar 1 instrument musik selain recorder, udah khatam. 
9. Tatoos !
10. New York City  

well, itulah hal gila yang pengen gue jalanin sebelum mati. Bisa ga ya ? BISA LAH, cuma butuh buka mata dan bangun dari tempat tidur. Sedikit merubah bagian biografi, karna kayanya, blog ini udh cukup. This mine, you ???
 

The Lions Sleep Tonight

hahaha. always love this clip  ♥

(y)

I NEED MONEY ! 

money$money$moneymoney$money$money$money