selamat pagi

Ga pantas lagi sih buat ngeluh di umur yang semakin tua, harusnya lebih bisa memotivasi diri supaya lebih lagi-lagi-lagi. Karna kalau masih hidup berarti ga berhenti buat belajar, salah sih wajar, tapi salah yang kaya gini namanya keterlaluan. Salah itu ternyata milih-milih juga ya -_-, ditemani laptop si babeh yang super besar ini, akhirnya saya menggunakannya lagi setelah 1,5 tahun punya laptop dengan ukuran yang layak. Akhirnya bisa dirumah juga mengamankan diri dari hiruk pikuk aktivitas kuliah yang selalu buat saya mengeluh, spesial pake telor buat semester tiga ini. Pagi ini cuma mau terima kasih kepada orang-orang yang sudah memotivasi ditengah kekacauan yang saya alami sekarang, semuanya, terima kasih, walau saya masih malu pada diri sendiri, kenapa jadi begini dan begitu dan dan dan dan.. 

Tapi tadi saya buat jari-jari ke langit kamar, ada 3 jari tertutup, berarti ada 5 lagi ya ? oh iya ! masih bisa berubah, live must go on. Istilah terjun bebas itu memang menarik, terjun bebas dari mana ? langit ? bukit ? jatuhnya dimana ? sakit ? DALAM. 

Yaudahlah ya, sekali lagi, live must go on, untuk yang berikutnya jangan buat nyesal lagi, kaya teori mencuci piring (next post) semangat semangat semangat ! yang udah lewat yaudah, it's not final, it just like a mirror from what you do before. you will not die after this, you just need to wake up and make a list, everything end and let HIM work.

nobody perfect!

already chatting again and again with my childhood best friends, and he always give something to realize

Me : capek farmasi mos, terus bla bla bla, ntah kenapa aku bla bla bla

He  : nah loh kau mengeluh lagi

Me : ahahah ia semangatttt -____-

that something we always text that we are tired of anything although  you never do anything. wake up win! many things to do, not to complain, its too early. Welcome final exam ! do better, as much as you can :) 

wish me luck ! Gb

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posting terakhir buat malam ini, cuma mau bilang :

BAHAGIA ITU SEDERHANA

sesederhana apa ga tau sih, tapi memang lebih menyenangkan mendapatkan apa yg tidak diduga ketimbang udah direncanain, dan mensyukuri hal-hal kecil itu emang luar biasa efeknya, do it ! 

Good Night :)

Gravity - Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.

[CHORUS:]
Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

 

2013

Thank you 2012, lot things happen and it's not easy but God is good and I can still stand proof. Let anything in 2012 pass, make it a lesson for a new future, continue everything running, correct the wrong and rearrange the mess. Like what Romo ever said, carrying cross is heavy, but you never walk alone, believe HIM, and let HIM work in you. 

So in this year, I don't have more list of resolution, just doing everything better, less complaining, less frowning, more thankful, more caring, more saving, more smiling. Less of me, more of  YOU. 

Happy New Year everybodeeh, God love us more than anything, be blessing for everyone :))

cheer up!