Stay.

everybody agree this song really beautiful

Oh the reason I hold on

Oh cause I need this hole gone 

(Stay - Rihanna Feat Mikky Ekko)

happiness depends on your self

I write this on my tumblr since I used, but I know thats word can work well now. Happiness ? yes, it's not only noun. Happiness is a state of peace and joy safe feeling. With other words, more than just a feeling of joy happiness. Generally, the excitement is very linked to something special events or achievements; thats's what google said. But for me Happiness is seems like blessing, happiness is expression when you reach your target and you said Thank You GOD, I can past it better. 

What my happiness now ? 

My happiness is I can love my majoring now. Yes now,  after 2 years I feel comfort with this little zone.Why so late ? I don't know why cause I'm not good to move on from my though, but this term 4 tell me so much horrible things why I never accepted in Faculty of Medical. And God let the answer from my daily life and I speechless with my tiny self, Hands up ! I am done for dreaming. There's no more principle like can't be a doctor but can get a doctor, its seems like you always lie for your self. Now Live your Life, 2 years more to prepare a future, why always play ? why always thinking for travelling ? why always believe it will past so let it flow ? why always believe Jesus always stay with poor people (like me) ? and Why I'm not doing something more like another my success friends, oh yah Jesus stay with people who want try and pray. Maybe I changes slowly,  but I enjoy every process cause result not always absolute, it's relative.

Thanks God, You know how to show everything :)