Stay.

everybody agree this song really beautiful

Oh the reason I hold on

Oh cause I need this hole gone 

(Stay - Rihanna Feat Mikky Ekko)

happiness depends on your self

I write this on my tumblr since I used, but I know thats word can work well now. Happiness ? yes, it's not only noun. Happiness is a state of peace and joy safe feeling. With other words, more than just a feeling of joy happiness. Generally, the excitement is very linked to something special events or achievements; thats's what google said. But for me Happiness is seems like blessing, happiness is expression when you reach your target and you said Thank You GOD, I can past it better. 

What my happiness now ? 

My happiness is I can love my majoring now. Yes now,  after 2 years I feel comfort with this little zone.Why so late ? I don't know why cause I'm not good to move on from my though, but this term 4 tell me so much horrible things why I never accepted in Faculty of Medical. And God let the answer from my daily life and I speechless with my tiny self, Hands up ! I am done for dreaming. There's no more principle like can't be a doctor but can get a doctor, its seems like you always lie for your self. Now Live your Life, 2 years more to prepare a future, why always play ? why always thinking for travelling ? why always believe it will past so let it flow ? why always believe Jesus always stay with poor people (like me) ? and Why I'm not doing something more like another my success friends, oh yah Jesus stay with people who want try and pray. Maybe I changes slowly,  but I enjoy every process cause result not always absolute, it's relative.

Thanks God, You know how to show everything :) 

i miss you.

like people ever said "if you miss someone, pray for them, and God listen and delivered prayers" 

wake up dream girls

teman baik sudah mulai prepare buat proposal skripsi, ada yang sudah kkn, ada yang sudah seminar, ada yang sudah sidang, ada yang SUDAH SARJANA dan saya baru akan menyelesaikan semester 4. Senang karna kalian sudah jadi mahasiswa tingkat akhir, senang karna nama kalian udah pakai gelar, ga tau lagi bahagia apa dengarnya, Congratulation guys, semoga saya cepat menyelesaikan studi pilihan ini dengan baik dan benar seperti yang kalian lakukan, Amin :)

LOL

just share a quote from movie that i watch tonight, she said to her boyfie, "you know what a different between you and him, He (another boy) never said what his felt to me, He just hide it for a long time so my love buried so deep for him but You (her boyfie) you are not stronger as him, but you always fight for me and the most important, you brave to show your feelings :)"

what a words, so keep struggle :P