Rabu, 05 Desember 2012

Dear Santa

Thank you, I still stand at this December although in first day, this body not well for doing anything, my stomach like a carousel, and never stop to ehm thr*w up. Sorry. In this condition we always need peoples beside us but not peoples beside you good enough, maybe I'm too sensitive but it's really sad to hear what she said, sucker! but I try for being friends like usually. Evening after Lab, going to hospital to finish this sick, I'm tired to waiting a time make me normally. She give me lots medicine, and it make me think "What the hell ? I don't have a cancer. Are you a doctor ?" Dear God, I hate this, a little things with 'wonderful' colors and unique shape. Could you make me recover ? dem! pay this and back home. Before back, I remain what happen in April here, just covered this tears and said if I die here, I ready lol, stupid words always come when you don't know what else you should do haha i just miss you Ni :") I never forget that moment, and happy cause aunty dream about you last night :) How we miss you both, this will be a different Christmas :")
My condition today, good than yesterday, it's feel not fake that what happen now. Get well soon win :) heal your self ! dreaming that you're at home, think back what aunty said so thankful for God and you health soon :))))))
Welcome December !! my best month, always waiting you not because you're the last month but because you always have a special moment in my life. 

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